Wednesday, June 7, 2017

2017 06/07 - My birthday is in less than ONE week

My birthday is in less than ONE week so everyone better be in the celebrating mood πŸ’• make June 12th the best day everrrrrrrrrrrr πŸπŸŽ‚πŸš•☀πŸŽˆπŸŽ‰πŸŽ✨πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ¦ Also, don't forget that Jacob is turning 14. WHAT WHAT. One more year and he can DRIVE. He. Is. So. Old. 😒😭 so basically I blinked and 6 WEEKS has gone by. Transfers are NEXT WEEK. How did that even happen? 

I feel like this week went by the fastest and I don't even know what happened. We found soooooo many awesome people this week-- for all the other missionaries to teach πŸ˜‚ we're all on the same team though so it's fine. But! Sunday was too good. I REALLY loved church this week. Soooooo I wanted to share with you some things that I learned. Wait, before I do that though....i wanted to share something cool. Remember that less active I told you about a couple of weeks ago that paid her tithing for the first time? WELL. She got her patriarchal blessing on Sunday!! HOW COOL IS THAT?????!!!!!???????!!!!!!!?????!!!!!πŸ’žπŸŒΏπŸŒΌ✌πŸπŸ˜€ 

OKAY, now this is what I learned.
(DISCLAIMER: This is the gospel according to Sister Bain and it's all just random thoughts that I'm throwing together in hopes that they make sense. So. Here we go.) Remember in all the superhero stories there's a big "come back" story? Where they're in a bad place or down on themselves/their abilities and they come out of it and have this big triumphant moment in the end? I think we like the idea of a "superhero come back story" because it resonates with our eternal beings. Our ability to "come back" is an eternal truth because of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. I wanna talk about Alma 36 (AGAIN. I'm pretty sure this is my all-time favorite chapter to read in the Book of Mormon. FOR REAL.) Alma the younger is the ultimate example of a great "come back" story. Alma has this vulnerable side that is really inspiring. He allows himself to open up and WANT help. He WANTS to become better. (After an angel appears to him and tells him to stop being a punk haha)  He doesn't want to be in the "gall of bitterness." In Alma 36:12-17 he describes the torment that he went through. He says "I was racked with eternal torment...I saw that I had rebelled against my God....THE VERY THOUGHT OF COMING INTO THE PRESENCE OF MY GOD DID RACK MY SOUL WITH INEXPRESSIBLE HORROR...I was racked, even with the pains of a damned soul." What a bummer, right? He was at his all-time low. He was basically rock bottom. In verse 15, Alma feels a lot of different things. He feels really overwhelmed and undeserving of forgiveness (which is a very human thing to feel.) He wanted to be banished and he didn't even want to see God because he was so ashamed. BUT! In verse 17 he says, "Behold, I remembered also to have heard my father prophesy unto the people concerning the coming of one Jesus Christ, a Son of God, to atone for the sins of the world." HE REMEMBERS HIS DAD BEARING TESTIMONY OF THE SAVIOR and the next thing he does is PRAY. I LOVE THAT SO MUCH. Because at times when I've felt a little bit like Alma did, I've remembered mom and dad sharing testimony of the Savior. And that's my life line. I've held on to the truth that mom and dad know and over time I've come to learn those things for myself. THANKS MOM AND DAD for teaching me about the Savior so in times of trial, I can REMEMBER those spiritual experiences. He goes on to cry out for mercy and as soon as he asked for forgiveness, HE GETS IT. He receives those feelings of joy that he has longed for. "And oh, what joy, and what marvelous light I did behold; yea, my soul was filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!" I KNOW THAT THE JOY WE FEEL FROM REPENTANCE IS REAL. And oh how sweet it is. Alma the younger was able to make his come back and he was filled with so much more joy than he could have ever imagined. He gets up and tells the people that he "had been born of God." This kind of come back can happen for all of us. Because of Jesus Christ we can have multiple "come back" stories. I know that Jesus Christ WILL NOT GIVE UP ON ANYONE. There is hope- even when we don't see it. There are so many chances available for all of us. I know there is a "come back" story in everyone's lives. IT IS POSSIBLE. It may not be "all better" right this second, but I know that peace and comfort WILL come. 

<<Alma 36:3>> 
For I do know that whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their troubles, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day.

So basically I love the scriptures and I will forever love Alma 36 ️ Repentance is cool and the Atonement of Jesus Christ is real. The elevator stress is okay. I still get really nervous (terrified, actually.) But I had a cool experience the other day. We were getting into an elevator and going to the 14th floor. I was more nervous than usual and I was just standing there praying. We got on and I had the thought "remember what you've studied about faith." I've been studying faith in Jesus Christ this week and I've learned that faith is to have confidence that God will fulfill all His promises. In my priesthood blessing last week I was promised safety and protection and peace and comfort. Next, I had the thought "do you trust me?" I got out of the elevator with a new goal to trust in the Lord's promises. And I am just fine. while we were walking home the spirit reminded me of both Mom and Grandma Wood telling me that they put my name on the prayer roll at the temple. THAT brought me sooooo much comfort. THANK YOU!! πŸ’ž

Tell Grant congratulations for all his awesome awards!! What a champ. Happy last day of school and happy summer vacation!! How has the school year already ended? What the what. ALSO. I am soooooooo excited to hear all about TREK! I really liked how last time you gave them something every day that would remind them of their trek experience. So do that again. I'm actually really jealous. I LOVED Trek. 

Okay so I love you all and thank you for putting the flag out for my birthday haha that makes me so happy. Also, we get mail on Thursdays so I'll probably get your package at the end of next week. (hopefully...) 

I LOVE YOU!!!

Love always,
Sister Bain 🍍
700 White Plains Rd.
Suite #315
Scarsdale, New York
10583


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